I have been thinking about this again, alot. I enjoy it, but it is one of those things that I tend to let go. My grammar is not that good, and well anyone who knows me knows my spelling is worse. I do however love to write. I have always used it as an outlet. I look back over some of my journals from elementary school (the ones I managed to save despite the 30 something moves) and even back then writing was an outlet. It was a way to get out all of the things inside of me. I still have so much inside of me trying to get out. I have so much I want to be and do. Yet, most of the time I do nothing. Why is that?
I am really going to try and do more and be more in 2012.
I want to get back into going to church. I enjoy it when I go. CarLee loves it. Yet its the first thing I let fall to the side when I get lazy or depressed. I am not sure why. I know that God is busy, and yet he has time for me. I need to stop making excuses. I need to just focus on it. I need to just do it. I need to focus more on my daily walk with the Lord. I know that my faith has gotten me thru LIFE. I know his plan for me is greater than the one I have for myself.
I am going to try and complete project life 365: http://www.beckyhiggins.com/products/
I am so excited to do this. I am years behind in my scrapbooking. I still like scrapbooking but, really I have so much more stuff that I want to do and try. So, I am really going to try and do this.
Well I guess that's is all for tonight. Still trying to figure out, if I will keep blogging. Maybe no one wants to know what i have to say. Maybe some of you do. Who knows? I have so much I want to do. I wonder if I will actually accomplish anything.....
CarLee- you are such a loving little girl, your hugs melt my heart.
Lee - thank you for the napkin under my windshield wiper.
Nanny - you are who you are.
Tony- thanks for always being there.
Lisa - thanks for thinking about making smores with my girl kid tomorrow night.
Ms Sandy - my thoughts and prayers are with you.
Karen - not mad - just want so much more for you.
Nikki - love you more than sweet tea and potato salad.
Christie - email me in the morning - so I know I am not alone.
God - thank you for my life, thank you for all you have blessed me with. Please watch over all of my family and my friends. I pray that they have enough of whatever they need. I pray that you walk with all of them every day. I pray that they know your love and your grace. Thank you again for my many blessings.
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