Trying to DocUmENt my Daily life.

Got my Reebok Easytones today.. gonna be
a healthy 2010.


He never lets me get his picture. But I so love
him anyways.




My reason. for so much.

My daddy is still in the hospital, and I am on my way there now. I hope he is okay.
They have limited his liquids and have not even talked about releasing him yet. I will
let you know more when I can.

Handbook for 2010

Health:
1. Drink plenty of water.
2. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.
3. Eat more foods that grow ON trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured IN plants..
4. Live with the 3 E's -- Energy, Enthusiasm and Empathy
5. Make time to pray.
6. Play more games
7. Read more books than you did in 2009 .
8. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day
9. Sleep for 7 hours..
10. Take a 10-30 minutes walk daily. while you walk, smile.
Personality:
11. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
12.Don't have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.
13. Don't over do. Keep your limits.
14. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
15. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip.
16. Dream more while you are awake
17. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need..
18. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner with His/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
19. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.
20. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present.
21. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
22. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
23. Smile and laugh more.
24. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree...
Society:
25. Call your family often.
26. Each day give something good to others.
27. Forgive everyone for everything..
28. Spend time w/ people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.
29. Try to make at least three people smile each day.
30. What other people think of you is none of your business.
31. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.
Life:
32. Do the right thing!
33. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
34. GOD heals everything.
35. However good or bad a situation is, it will change..
36. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
37. The best is yet to come..
38. When you awake alive in the morning, thank GOD for it.
39. Your Inner most is always happy. So, be happy.

noT ThE WaY I plaNNed tO START 2010

This is CarLee's Room.

It looks like this because she

has been up since 2am.

This is my scrapbook room..

I have gotten nothing done on it.

This is what the day consisted of.. Doctors appointment and Chuck E Cheese

to help her run off some energy. She has been up since 2 am with no nap.

This is not really how I pictured today. I planned to get up at 4:15 am and do a Leslie Sansome walk away the pounds video. 2 miles. yeah that did not happened. So I did try at 8 am to ride the exercise bike the seat was to far back and I could not adjust it. I did however try to sit on the edge (only like 2 inches) so that i could reach the pedals. That was extremely uncomfortable. Then it was off to the Doctors office. There the nice nurse doing check in offered to shred my old insurance cards well i kept handing her cards and handed her my atm card which then got shredded. Nice... That is how my day went. CarLee would not lay down and rest she would not take a nap. So after being inside with her for the last 3 days.. I decided it was time to go to Chuck E Cheese. We were there and hour and a half. Oh and she is still going strong. Let's try this over again tomorrow.

PS
After I wrote the above at about 6:30pm I got a phone call from my dad. He was in the hospital and had actually been in the emergency room since yesterday morning. I went up there and on the way there I could not believe he had not called me sooner. At this point they think its just pneumonia. He had to have 1200 cc of liquid drained off of his lungs. They are keeping him to monitor him. Its 5:21am Tuesday lets see how today turns out.

Jan 2 2010

Well I did not get a hole lot done today. I wanted to get more done, but CarLee was not feeling so good. She was very clingy and has this really really dry cough. I am hopeing the cough sounds worse than it is. We watched some tv and played some ponies, and then we danced to blake sheltons song - nobody but me. I asked her if she wanted to take a bath and she said Are you kidding me? that by the way is completely new. I then asked her again and she said are you crazy? that is new too. I wonder where she is learning this?

Roasting Marshmellows

Okay CarLee spent New Years Eve with Papa Tony. They went to the movies and saw a Princess and a Frog, this was CarLee's first trip to the movies. This was so Lee and I could have a night alone. It was also his 32nd birthday. The plan was I was to drive to Ponte Vedra and we were going to roast marshmellows. I stopped and bought the stuff to make smores too. I got there and CarLee was so excited. She kept asking about doing marshmellows now. Tony had the fire going. So we went to work roasting marshmellows. CarLee wanted to do it herself, this freaked both me and Papa Tony out. Her first attempt ended with ashes all over the marshmellow. Her second attempt ended with her telling us she did not like them and that she wanted to go home. (oh and telling me she did not want me to take her picture). I felt really bad for Papa Tony he has wanted to do this with CarLee for a while now. I guess we will try it again later. Kids.... they never do what you want them too.

Jan 1 2010

Hey how's it going? Well Just wanted to jump into the new year with a little blog entry. trying to figure out my new years resolutions. I think i am going to try and take a picture every day this year and post them to a new blog.. we shall see.. i kinda wanna see if i can do that. and i am going to read my "Believing God Day by Day" book by beth Moore. These are just a couple of things I wanna do.. there is so much more.. LOL I am going to really concentrate on myself in 2010. I am gonna be 31 in Feb its time I grew into the person I was meant to be. I hope everyone had a wonderful New Years Eve. I love you all.

2010 is going to be a good good year.. I got a feeling..

My Life

Okay so it’s been awhile and I did not complete my days of thankful, that I had set for myself. But, hey I have been busy, with life and such. I have for the month of December done what I am calling a daily December journal. I have done this to record the month of December 2009 for me and my family. I am actually pretty caught up with it and I love looking at it everyday and seeing all that we have done together or remembering something little that CarLee has done or said. I am truly blessed with so much.

I have a husband who deserves so much better from me. I feel like sometimes he just gets the parts that have already been squeezed or pulled at. Yet, he still keeps me. That is my daily blessing that he still loves me after 10 years of cruddy moods and the fact that the b*tch jean runs thru my body and that it is pretty dominant. He deserves so much better than that. He is a good man and he does what he has to, to provide for his family, to be a good person, and the thing is; that is who he is.

I have a daughter who at three is such her own person already. I can not believe I love something as much as I love her. She amazes me daily. She is beautiful and funny and so full of life. She loves everyone, she loves my little ponies and she loves church. Her smile brightens the room when she is in it. I also hate to admit that when she is a bad mood its like she is possessed. (She gets that from my sister.) I love her imagination and I love it when she crawls in my lap and says, “Mommy I Wove you….” Those moments take my breath away.

In 2010 I want to learn not to stress so much about the stuff that I can not change. I just want to enjoy this man and my daughter. I want them to know everyday how much I love them. I want them to know they are my reason for living and trying and for all that I am. I know who I am and I still have a good sense of self but the two of them bring so much more to who I was, who I am and who I will end up being. How can they not?

Things to remember in the New Year:
1.) Never regret anything that made you smile
2.) Life is not about the number of breaths you take, but the number of breaths that take your breath away.
3.) God walks with me daily and with him and faith anything is possible.
4.) Appreciate the little things
5.) To stay positive

Well that’s it and I really want to try and stay caught up with the blog more so this year. So we will see how that goes.